||[Apr. 17th, 2005|01:57 pm]
Joey with an O
|[||how i feel
|[||noise in my head
|||||how's it going to be- third eye blind||]|
Their are things i should be happy about this weekend. i am but i just can't keep putting on that smile with things going on right now between me my bestest friend. i have been on the verge of crying all weekend. My eyes burn. I just cant balance everything out. Its my fault for letting this happen.
i dont know whats going to happen and it scares me
listening to this song doesnt help at all either
"I wonder How it's going to be When you don't know me" i hope that never happens
it fucking hurts.